Today is the day. My fertility test results are expected, and I can’t shake the anxiety that’s settled
in my chest. I’ve been here before, caught in this whirlwind of hope and fear, but each time feels
like the first. The anticipation is almost unbearable.

The journey through infertility is a series of emotional peaks and valleys. The tests, the
treatments, the waiting—all of it takes a toll. I’ve tried to stay positive, reminding myself that
whatever the results, it’s just another step in my journey. But as the clock ticks closer to the call
from my doctor, my mind races with a thousand “what ifs.”

What if the results aren’t what I hoped for? What if there’s another hurdle to overcome? The
uncertainty is the hardest part. It’s like standing at the edge of a cliff, not knowing if you’ll fly or
fall. I’ve spent so many nights lying awake, imagining different scenarios, trying to prepare
myself for every possible outcome.

To manage my anxiety, I reached out to Newbees, a digital platform dedicated to supporting
those of us on this difficult path. Their personalized care and resources have been a lifeline. The
video journaling tool has been invaluable. Speaking my thoughts aloud, even just to a camera,
helps me process my emotions and gain a bit of clarity.

Newbees also connected me with specialists who provided practical advice on managing
anxiety. Techniques like deep breathing exercises, mindfulness practices, and even simple
distractions have helped me stay grounded. I’ve learned to take things one step at a time,
focusing on what I can control.

As I wait for the call, I remind myself that whatever the results, I am not alone. There is support,
there are options, and there is hope. Today might bring news that alters my path, but it won’t
define me. I am stronger than I realize, and with each step, I move closer to my goal.

So, if you’re also waiting for test results and feeling the weight of anxiety, know that your feelings
are valid. Take a deep breath, lean on your support system, and remember that you are not
alone in this journey. We will get through this, one step at a time.

Tanisha, Ahmedabad